The Love That Was Never Spoken

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 There are many things in life that can captivate your heart, things that stir emotions deep within. And for me, that thing often revolves around nature. I find solace and inspiration in the ocean's vastness and the beauty of the night sky. These are the moments when I feel that time seems to pause and the world around me falls into a calm harmony, whic allow my heart and mind to be at peace.

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But there is one thing that stands out above all else.... her beauty. It is something I can't help but to admire.

Your beauty isn't all about your look, it's the way you carry yourself, the way your presence fills up the room, and the way you make everything brighter. I find myself lost in these thoughts that I can't bring myself to say what I truly feel and I just carry it in silence, wrapped up in my heart like a secret only I know.

I also find myself wishing for the impossible, hoping for a prayer to be heard. A prayer that one day I can be with you, hold you, and stay by your side.

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And as I listen to my favorite song of the Mayonnaise, I can’t help but wonder—will you ever love me in return? I can only dream for now and keep hoping that my love will find a way to reach you.

Comfort Zone

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   Weekends are my very special days where I can rest, have time, and enjoy myself. Let's start with something I enjoy, and that is playing computer games. Playing computer serves as a reward for myself, because despite the exhaustion and challenges I experience every day I manage to get through of it. It is not easy but it is worth it and enjoyable, because it provides me a knowledge and experience that I will carry for my life.

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Some people ask why I still playing  computer games until now, could it be an addiction?? the only answer I can give is that this become my comfort zone every time I'm bored and feeling down, and it has also been my only source of entertainment from then until now. I've played a lot of computer games like Warcraft, LOL, ROS, CF, etc. And all those games I played with my friends brought me joy and wonderful memories. 

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And through this gaming and using the computer, I realized that reality and the virtual world are very different because virtual world will remain temporary happiness while reality is a real battle where sometimes it is not fair and nowadays those with wealth have the upper hand in our society. So maybe.... I've been playing computer games to scape from the reality even though I know that it is only temporary.